I only compete cause I always have ... kinda grew up with it from high school ... Competed in shot and discus in the 77 and 81 canada summer games. only came in the middle of the group cause I had no coach in NB. Now if I had have stayed in Ottawa that would have been a different story... had a good coach there and won most competitions when he coached me. Played rugby in University ... loved that ,nice and rough. Then I started in Tae Kwon Do in 82 and competed form 87 to 93 in that ... started powerlifting 96 and started competing in 98 to 2002 ... My friend dared me to try a BodyBuilding contest in 2012, he said he would do it too, 8 weeks in he says he's not going to compete ... I said fuck you I put to much into this so far. So he trained me and trained with me ... it was fun.
You don't have to compete to enjoy your sport, so don't beat yourself up... at least your grinding it and stay in shape unlike a lot of other ppl, I only competed cause it was a habit. And I have no problems getting up in front of people performing and speaking, and I don't mind fucking up when I do, cause those people watching that may laugh or poke fun of me probably don't have the balls to get up and expose themselves to criticism like I have done.
I think you would have done fine if you had of competed but no big deal that you didn't Train hard buddy
I have no issues talking and such in public.
We were in Dominican and they had karokee, lol, I used to go to that all the time, sang you lost that loving feeling at my wife, even got on my knees, ended up wining a bottle of rum, lol. I was sober at the time.
My wife wrecked it for me when she called the bodybuilding competitions a male beauty pageant. Like it was a bad thing. I just wanted to see how I’d do.
For a short guy other than my rear delts, I think I’m pretty symmetrical, in pictures if you didn’t know my height, you wouldn’t know, because I don’t have a short torso, or small chest like a lot of shorter guys have.
Also have fairly round muscle bellies, never had any issues looking bulky at a low weight.
I know there would be two big things to work on, legs and my rear delts. Legs I’m now training on other days.
So on chest day, I do hamstring curls 4x12. Then I train calves eod. Plus I still train legs on their own day.
I did this with shoulders to bring them up and it worked well.
Then everything else just an even layer of muscle.
Maybe what I should do is hire someone to keep me accountable. I just don’t know if it would be worth hiring a upper end guy or not?
I’d still like to do it, but know no one in my town that does competitions, I don’t train at the gym.
Meh, I don’t know...