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I'm planning to go back and get that checked out as doctor forgot to add that to the requisition. I will have to find another doctor, as the current one doesn't want to talk about testosterone being a factor anymore.
Only got "These anti-depressants should help you"
oh, I mention in my first post I lost all my hair very young, very fast when I was 20. (37 now)
So hair loss isn't really a factor in the present. It's fine. I have a good head shape for it but really made me incredibly miserable/depressed going through that so quickly when I was younger though.
Very stressful time in my life which probably didn't help my situation at all.
How long have you been self medicating TRT?
Thanks buddy. I appreciate it.
I was offered anti-depressants a few times. Doctors are half listening to me most of the time but I've seen enough people close to me worse off from them in the long run.
What are you referring to in terms of holistic?
I am me, you need to be you. But I was just telling you how I live life.Such an awesome post. I will live by that. Thank you.
Yes especially at trt doses it will not be mind blowing.Definitely. I am realistic and I am patient and I will go based on how I feel.
As I said earlier, it's not a magic bullet with an instant effect for me at the moment and I knew this going into it.
If I feel really good soon, I will know.
Thank you for the advice. I appreciate it.
I really like your enthusiasm.
As for me, I just want to feel normal.
My goals/expectations are probably different than most people on this board. That's why I posted this blog in here.
I have no goals or anything of gaining a lot of muscle mass to where people won't recognize me anymore.
I'm just here to see if this conservative TRT experiment can unfuck my brain and take the the "parking break" off. So I can be consistently productive and functional.
So far, I'm just taking fish oil and started taking Vitamin D3, as I haven't been going outside much as I would like to.
What do you do for bloodwork?
Send to a private lab by mail?
Hi everyone,
I wanted to create a blog/journal for anyone to come here and read this., as I've decided to begin administering TRT level doses to myself. (Also currently searching for a Doctor that will help me at the same time)
I'm not saying go out and grab some UGL test and do this.
Do your research first. Get your blood work done and see what could possibly be wrong first before you go this route.
I was lucky enough to stumble on this great forum. A few of you have reached out to me via PM to give me advice and their own experiences.
I will leave them nameless out of respect for them but thank you so much for the guidance and assistance.
Efforts to get help from doctors have left me worse off. I've been prescribed anti-depressants by the many doctors I've seen.
All they wanted to do was mask my symptoms as my levels are on the Low end of "normal".
I feel awful on most days. Definitely not "normal". My other blood work is fine.
They refuse to refer me to anyone in regard to testosterone because my levels are within "normal range"
I used to be a borderline gymnast with the things I used to be able to do when I was younger. I was in great shape, strong, lean, full naturally but I feel that when I was younger, my test levels must've peaked very high when I was in my early 20's and tapered off rapidly to low levels. (Just my hypotheses) as lost all my hair super quick when I was 20 as well. I never used any ped's and such.
I began getting low test symptoms when I was passing 25 and it was getting worse and worse.
Depression, weight gain, losing weight is difficult around the mid section, difficulty recovering from gym, lack of all motivation, hard to get out of bed, always tired etc.
Doing any menial tasks require moving mountains and even after I need days to mentally recover from it. It affects my marriage very much.
She puts up with a lot of my issues, moodiness and such and is super supportive in all of this and what I'm doing. My business suffers tremendously because of me.
I cannot string enough months together to be consistent and make enough money and my earning potential is being wasted.
She has to work harder for both of us. I'm sure this sounded like a lot of you. So it must resonate clearly with how you were all feeling.
I guess I just had enough and wanted to have a good run. I'm not looking to increase my test to super physiological levels right now.
I'm here to support you all in what you do to help reduce the stigma in all this with letting people achieve what they want and do it safely by contributing this.
I admire all of you who go get your blood work done regularly and keep an eye on your diets and all that. You're not screwing around here. I will always do the same. The goal is to of course get a proper prescription eventually.
Thanks for reading
-Magnus
Here are the current stats:
Age: 37 Years Old - I'm 163lbs and 5ft 6"
I've never used AAS, I don't smoke, drink etc
Testosterone: 10.9 Range 8.4 - 28.8 nmol/L
Testosterone Free: 209 (Range 196-636 pmol/L)
Estradiol : 67 <162 pmol/L
I took some before pics just for the hell of it to see if I can look healthier in the long run and update as I go:
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