So true. Marry Jane is helpful first but once abused she starts causing problems.Just my opinion, but I'd hazard guess your pot usage as a teen probably took the edge off at first, but then without you even knowing it likely became the biggest reason for your struggles ... Not sure if that's what your saying above, but man.. I saw it so much growing up in some friends and classmates.. They thought the pot helped them with issues, mental health, anxiety etc.. but it was the cause of a lot of it for them.. When I talk to them now (20 years later) they agree..
And then again, there was pot users around me who smoked very heavy and it did not affect them..
I smoked pot very heavily for 2 or 3 6 month periods of my youth.. 19 years old, 21 and around 23 again.. just 6 monhts of heavy use.. I thought it was helping.. But before I knew it, it was ruining my motivation, thinking ability, physical health, caused odd social anxiety and parania... Then I'd snap out of it and cut it cold turkey (and swear to never touch it again) and literally with a week its like the dark clouds parted in my body and life was all sunshine and rainbows again..
It's also a researched fact that once your brain has fully developed, pot doesn't have a long term affect or cause damage.. But if your brain is still in the develoiping stages, pot can have a signifcant and permenant affect on its developement for the worse.. I think our brains aren't fully developed until we are around 20 years old..
Talk to a pscharitrist.. the few I know are very much again pot use in youth and are very much against pot use for anxiety/PTSD/depression etc..
too many teens/youth need this informaiton...
You are 100% correct on the developing brain. I know many friends from high school as well and they say the same things.