I would just suplement myself unless you are trying to get it paid thru some sort of benefits. This way you don’t have to piss around.
Sorry for the book but you guys are truly helping me out immensely. You all helped me into t400 and a life that's been so so sooo much better, I'm just doing what I consider smart which is ensuring I'm not doing something that's going to make me die before I have a chance to even grow old enough to shit and piss the bed at night. =)
To your comment, part of me feels that maybe I shouldn't be getting this ALL done through my retirement bene's however I larger slice could be. I'd love to pull the T400 back some and into perhaps .25 ml over more times versus 1ml on the week between the amount that the dragon lady wants my current Delastryl to be. Like get a bit more out of her and I can use a bit less t400?
Just so it's said, (I said before a looong time ago), I have extra Delastryl from a doctor fuckup. I've taken extra of it(which is what got me here in the first place so I could understand what the fuck I was doing without riddling my body with more abuse) and with the doubling of what I was "supposed" to get, there was marked increase in mood, general feeling of my body and working out was less of a lesson in pain versus a great shot of endorphins. The change when I was over-using my Delastryl was like putting a 100-watt bulb into 25-watt socket to find out that a whole lot of shit had gone dark as I aged. I just hadn't noticed it all slowly falling off the page. I then went back to 200mg Delastryl every two weeks with adding 1ml of t400 from so much good advice here and things got even better.
This was before I decided to go to a private lab to find out what I really need to put me at "normal" without the t400. To me, normal isn't a 7.7 out of 7.6 being low, considering I wish to be very active and work out/live like I always did. To me, that's just like putting me in last place out of what should be normal for a guy at 6'3 250 pounds of thankfully a good bunch of muscle.
Since I started over a year ago of taking the t400, my life is better at every metric other than spending for t400 which isn't a problem. I'm not trying to turn myself into a greek godlike mountain of muscle like a lot of you have with other esters but I do pretty damn good. The question is now after a year...should I be considering just continuing on with life as it is or should I start expecting more out of my doctor? It's a pussy response but she's great with almost everything considering how beat to fuck my body is however I feel she's off her testosterone/normal male hormone game. I have suggested an endocrinologist (from advice here) but she didn't see a "problem" and it just never got done. She's made the issue seem...undiscussable because hey hey, at least I'm not low by medical reasoning(AFTER putting 400mg of Delastryl in me per month). I don't believe that any man, woman or child should be on the lowest rung of such a life-altering hormone ladder from we should be naturally making which is why I'm revisiting this now. Without Delastryl, I finally tracked down a lab result from over a decade and a half ago that said I was much lower than the "normal" range of 7.6 - 31.4 NMOL/L with sometimes having less than 4.1 NMOL/L of testosterone.
Lastly, if I may ask, what are some of you just aiming for a NORMAL normal sitting healthy and happy with as far as how much testosterone is in your body? Like what should I be seeking as far as normal?
Thanks again for the patience. I know I am long-winded but I guess 30 years of being a police officer makes me "report writing" heavy LOL. This site is the best in the world for advice and a feeling of TRUST in speaking to people who have been there/done that.