I thank you all for your help and input on my situation, I’ve been doing a lot of reading since joining as well as searching online for information, I don’t believe what I’m asking of him is unreasonable, I’d like to make a small increase in my dose from 100mg to 125mg to see how I feel as I’m back to having some of the same symptoms as before , Such as erection quality and being tired all the time and then going to bed and having a hard time sleeping. But if I increase my dose on my own by procuring some testosterone online to add to my prescription to bring the dose up to where I want to try it and by the off chance he gives me the bloodwork I have further explaining to do as to why it is high and then I risk losing my prescribed medication