Sore hands and then some soul searching is the best case scenario for me. I endeavor to not have this experience anymore although to be honest I miss the rush. I try to push myself to take pride in using words to resolve issues now but to be honest again that's probably largely motivated by pursuit of continuing my fairly lengthy streak of not getting the shit kicked out of me.
Word...Some of us have backgrounds and peers that this was just the way of life. It was what it was and we all did it in the crew. My crew had patches on their backs and one of the most well known groups in the world. AND WE ALL were the same.
Now when this is normality for 4 decades of your life as we all grew up together side by side by side and 2 are first cousins and 1 my brother not blood related that lived with us until we both moved out at 15 yrs old...lol Then the shit started and continued for a few decades., trying to break it in a couple years is tough. Then one becomes provincial pres, its fun.
I like how you put things Gondar1, you are one of the OG's here, there are others as well, but some folks on FB, and here, and other social media platforms are posers and would shit their pants if they hung out with me and probably yourself for a night ( i don't assume, but i think you are a crazy fun mofo, that has a limit as well with disrespect etc.), never mind daily...lol..I have left the scene, and my brothers will always be my brothers and we love each other MLHR, but i live a very different life now, and want to be peaceful when i can be....
I will say i would rather just get along and i ALWAYS have an olive branch extended first ALWAYS!!. BUT, that olive branch can turn to a hard fucken stick or bat when need be and it is comforting knowing i do very well mostly win against some of the most brutal folks out there and i can handle myself and protect me and mine when required. I have lost, but always went back to sort it out...lol
I like peace and not looking out the window every time the door gets knocked upon, BUT i would NOT change a thing of my past.
I often say, do not let my past dictate who i am, instead i let it be part of who i have become.
My past was awesome and i lived a HELL Of a life, but i also find benefit in visiting my good friends at their place or their clubhouse etc, and i live far away now and go back to professional guy when i get home.
BUT as i shared a few times, i get shit thrown my way still, and i always try and be calm, but once the disrespect is continuing, i like the feeling of shutting it down, and i am starting to get an adrenaline rush writing this out right now and once i do that i start sharing shit that makes some uncomfortable, so i will stop now... Its nice to have the confidence, skills and abilities and have friends that will never leave you alone .
But i never, ever let anyone into my scraps, nor ever let any double teaming occur on my behalf. Its good to live knowing you are a machine, but always letting it idle, but when it comes out, shit gets going and never forgotten by those that are in the vicinity....
I never chat about my shit to anyone io work with as they have zero clue at all.
They know i am a good fella, with ties to certain things and they know i am not to be fucked with, but they truly have no clue for the majority, except one or two that have come out with me on my Harley for a day or so riding with a couple buddies, then they hear a few things...lol..
Its nothing to brag about, just good to know you have it...
Kind of like My Harley, nothing i brag about but sure fun to pull out when someone says they ride, and i share with them i ride as well, then we go....lolol...always fun to see the reactions to power of a machine and riding skills, kind of like fighting skills, when it comes out, a few folks go wtf.
I am semi trained for many years and lots of bare knuckle ring fighting a few years ago, some folks on here are OG's as well; with deep training, i just have a bit of crazy in me and ability to not lose my temper with adrenaline surges and i can make anything pretty much work in a scenario with strength, speed and power.
I never talk about this shit, but when i do, its hard to stop, i get adrenaline surges just from natural reaction due to many years just waiting...lolol... I am done now....fucken scrapping shit gets me every time...
I don't know karate, but i do know crazy and i don't like to use it...lolol